Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Tenebria

EDIT: we interrupt this broadcast to those of you to pray to do so for the victims of the second Christchurch earthquake. Two quakes less than a year apart- my heart goes out to them. The girl who made the last post. She's kind of a bitch. A bit pretentious, too. She claims she speaks the truth, the full truth, nothing but the truth, blah blah blah. And as far as I can see, everything she's said has indeed been either the truth, or a subjective truth, something true for her but perhaps not the rest of us. But that doesn't make her behaviour right.

Yes, Tenebria, we would try to help you, because it seems like you really need it. You seem bitter, twisted, and convinced that you're the only person here who's even the slightest bit right. I appreciate that you may be having a tough time. Maybe you had a troubled home life, or no friends, or maybe this whole Slendy fiasco is getting to you the same way it does everyone, no matter which side they're on.

By the way, I really don't appreciate you going and spilling all my darkest thoughts. What I think of myself is my business. I might have even got over it all by myself, but you just had to go and make it public? I could have done it quietly but you had to go and put a spotlight on me.

And Chester. You're mean for doing that to me but you're even worse for doing that to him. And at this time, too. The last thing we need it to have to have a touchy-feely emotional talk about our problems. One of our friends has been Taken by Redlight, another appears to be having problems, the last thing we need is some pretentious little girl trying to earn brownie points by attempting to Hannibal Lecture us.

Shut up, for gods sake, you're making a fool of yourself. I'm embarrassed for you, girl.

So maybe we put our problems on the back burner to help others. That's what a friend does. Besides, my personal issues are TINY compared to the fact that someone nearly got LOBOTOMISED a couple of days back, and someone else has been KIDNAPPED, and neither her nor Reach deserve anything other than to be HAPPY together for chrissakes, and who the hell knows what's going on with Frap and Shelby.

Go away, read some of the other blogs, get some perspective. Wise up. You need it.

--Vivi




EDIT: Uh oh.

I haven't seen her that angry in...well, a long time.

I think Tenebria got to her more than she'll care to admit.

I'll just go and calm her down. She's...not in a very good way...and we need to talk about some of the things Tenebria said, anyway. Because like Vivi said, she was right about some of it.

--Chester

16 comments:

  1. I'm sorry you guys had to go through that. No body deserves to have their personal lives dragged out for the public to see. Whats with the slender-creeps coming out of the wood work lately any way?

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  2. Your guess is as good as mine, Will.

    It's annoying, because Tenebria is acting like we're complete and utter fuckups when really, we're all a bit screwed up here. I've been talking her her on Tumblr and if anything, she seems MORE screwed over than us. At least we're happy.

    --Chester

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  3. It is the nature of those that are miserable to make other people miserable.

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  4. ...But that doesn't make any sense! Making others unhappy doesn't make you any happier! When you are sad you hang around with happy people and hope that it's infectious, that's what you do. Making other people miserable just because you are is just obnoxious.

    --Chester

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  5. Miserable people want to make other people miserable because they are. Their rational is this: if they themselves cannot be happy then no one else should be either.

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  6. THAT LOGIC SUCKS.

    It really does.

    --Vivi

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  7. Then she's obnoxiously miserable?

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  8. Yeah...sounds about right...it's bad enough that she's unhappy without making it everyone else's problem.

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  9. @Vivi It might suck but that's they way people like that think unless they know how miserable they are or can be and don't want to be around anyone at all.

    @Shelby...Yea, I 'spose you could say that.

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  10. ...Seems a weird way to think to me...I mean, happiness is infectious. Wouldn't the logical thing be to let the happy people be happy?

    --Chess

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  11. Vivi, no matter what she says, if you do believe that you and chester are doomed to split up, then you're just setting yourself up for...blast, there's a phrase for it, but I can't think of it. (It might have something to do with me being up all night. Couldn't sleep.) Self fulfilling prophecy, thats it.

    Not trying to suggest anything, but that's what the previous message hinted at, if those were indeed your deepest and darkest secrets.

    Now, and this is going to make you weird out.

    How did this girl learn said deepest and darkest secrets?

    Its been known before, for someone who is under this kind of stress (especially with SlenDERP around.) To form a split personality.

    Could this be whats going on?

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  12. @JediZero: No. Just...no. Please, no. I know it's a totally rational explanation, but...no. That's not it. It has to be something else. Anything but that.

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  13. We've talked it over. The problem is that I don't think I deserve her and she doesn't think she's good enough for me and we both have terrible self esteem but we're going to have to build a bridge and get over it.

    Tenebria is not a split personality of ours- for one, we've actually seen her. She was outside our work yesterday for a couple of hours- we both saw her, so she wasn't a hallucination. Also, when she hijacked our computer, she made comments while we were both at the computer replying, which means she couldn't have been either of us.

    We're not sure how she learnt it all, and that's our current goal- to figure out how she did it. She can't have learnt that much simply by stalking us.

    --Chester

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  14. misery loves company

    i try to do something more constructive myself

    use past misery to help ward off others future issues

    hasnt worked too well so far unfortunately

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  15. Right, sorry Chester.

    I was just trying to brainstorm again.

    Good god I'm tired, and yet I cannot sleep.

    Thus is the paradox of my life.

    My head hurts too. =(

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  16. @Remnant: You get credit for trying to help. It's more than Tenebria is trying to do!

    @Jedi: I know the feeling. Paradoxically, "too tired to sleep" or something along those lines...

    --Vivi

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