Okay okay I lied. I'm not okay. I want to go out and find the Slender Man and wring his skinny neck because I have had enough of this shit. I have had it up to fucking here.
Fuck...I'm scaring myself now. I...I'm getting angry all the time. I get enraged more and more easily and when i do I get more violent (punching walls and things) and I'm not usually like this and it's scary. What if I get angry with one of my friends? Or Stella? Or Vivi? god if I hurt her I couldn't live with myself. I can tell when I get angry, even though it's never, ever at her, that she's afraid of me.
Fuck fuck fuck fuck I don't know what to do. I...
Vivi, I'm sorry.